Today has been different. Some of you know I gave my notice at The Right Step last Monday this Friday the 20th would be my last day and I went back in to work on Friday 13th just for my boss to tell me they were going to go ahead and let me go early which is no big deal. I was half way expecting it.
This appears to be a new chapter in my life. I got offered a fantastic oppotrunity at AAR where I've been contracting for a few months and get to work with my good friend Paula which I'm really looking forward to and I know I can learn so much from her. I wish I could steal half her energy!
So I gave myself permission to take this week off which was stressful because I won't get paid for it but I can make it.
My emotions have been all over the place the last few days for lots of reasons. I'm finding I'm eating more over the last few days which is not a good sign. I tend to eat when things are uncomfortable emotionally for me. I truly am excited about this new chapter but change is difficult for me. I find myself reflecting on all aspects of my life not just work. I find myself getting emotional for no reason and mind racing off out of control while I try to grab the wheel and focus.. Is any of this making sense?? Probably not. I think I'm probably out of balance and the question is how do I get level.
I'm all over the place! I'm struggling.. Pray for me.
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