I'm Surrounded..

Surrounded by darkness. I’m surrounded by hundreds of pieces of paper in black abd white of what an awful person I am. I’m sad. My shadow is taking over my life and ruining all that is good. I’m a liar, a cheater, a hypocrite. This is what I’m becoming. My front is falling. My reality is present standing right in front of me laid out all over the floor the bed. Sadness. Darkness. Loneliness. Where do I go from here what do I do? How could I let this happen? Who is this person? Why why why screaming out WHY! WHAT THE FUCK! HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN! Lost. Ashamed. Sad.